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        Assalamualaikum and hyeeee, ya Allah seriously lama nor aku tak update blog ni. wuuhh, berhabukk siss. last time aku update was pasal midnight sun before aku masuk second year pun. Now aku dah habes second year beb. sekejapnya masa berlalu. ni lepas satu bulan ogos ni cuti semester, aku akan masuk third year pulak wowerz. sepatutnya cuti 3 bulan between year tapi this time ada posting for a month so technically one month dh burn..but jangan risau dia tak burn hangus terbakaq hancur lebuss like that okay, i would say posting ni best and banyak experience aku dapat. buttttt before aku cerita pasal posting...aku nak flashback ke waktu sebelum masuk second year. basically aku seorang pm waktu awal sem 1 second year. pm is pemudahcara mahasiswa btw macam fasilitator lah. kitorng did the preparation for a month before minggu haluan siswa started. overall, it was a memorable but somehow kinda bittersweet experience for me because  a lot of things happened at that time which affect me both physically and mentally. But don't worry, everything happened for a reason, those experience taught me a lot of things about patience and stress management..lolzz i gained many new experiences and a lot of life lessons (yang boleh digunakan throughout my life). and then about my life after MHS was a bit off actually. during sem 1 second year ni, my study wasnt so good because of the tiredness after MHS and projek kolej waktu tu. Lack of focus, too busy handling people, handling friends and even myself (85%).  the impact yang aku dapat from being a "active and busy" person somehow buat aku lupa untuk appreciate diri sendiri. what i meant by that is my academic and learning skill. Sejujurnya, waktu tu, aku tak rasa seronok sangat belajar coz when ur busy u have to divide your commitment. yes you can balance it but sometimes kau rasa mcm kau kene give up one thing to achieve the other. benda ni buat aku stress giler honestly until aku decided to stop everything...my involvement in projek kolej or fakulti, aku back off sebab aku nak bagi peluang untuk diri aku. Aku nak cari ketenangan and hilangkan kepenatan yang kadang2 tak berbaloi pun. (aku tak maksudkan semua tu tak worth bcoz ada jugak yang sangat memberi manfaat bgi aku) cume yeapp aku nak cari ketenangan sebab plus when ur busy, tidur tah ke mana, solat tah ke mana especially subuh....disebabkan ni jugaklah aku rasa tak tenang sangat. i cried almost everyday kot waktu tu..soo i stopped! i quit all projects yang aku masuk. aku senyapkan diri. I let myself heal properly so that i can give my full focus and commitment on my study pulak. cehh cmtuu..and Alhamdulillah after so long struggling mencari cahaya ketenangan, Allah berikan jalan. And sebenarnya waktu ni jugak, Allah telah menjemput arwah atuk aku. benda ni buat aku down and time tu aku rasa Allah nak tunjuk yang bila kau busy kau lupa nak doa kepada orng2 yang kau sayang so bila Allah tarik baru kau rasa kehilangan tu. so start daripada tu, aku change my daily routine, aku baiki balik my sleep cylce, my learning skill, and overall improve myself. Alhamdulillah again Allah sebaik2 pemberi jalan penyelesaian dalam apa jua masalah. I managed to get back to the right track. Aku mula set my goals in my life, everything yang i want to achieve and keep myself positive. a lot of things yang aku cube untuk get back the energy and the positive vibes to help me going through hardship at that time plus with the help of my friends yang banyak beri kata2 semangat and always be there for me. PUP PAP PUP PAP, habes sem 1 second year, Alhamdulillah dapat result yang baik lebih dari apa yang dijangka sbb time tu my study teruk sangat2. so waktu cuti antara semester tu, aku started to write my journal dimana aku tulis my short term and long term goals (which kinda what nerd people do tho) but i dont care as long as i can keep myself positive and semangat. Hihihih :D I set my life principles, and started to practice the good advises that i got from many people. 

anndd nextt, new sem 2 of second year started, overall sem 2 second year ni (aka sem 4) was the best so far, the subjects semua best. I managed to find my study pattern (finally) and improve my learning skill (but still a lot more to improve la ofc hehe) cume aku finally dapat rentak tu haaaa hahahha. aku boleh stay awake in class (even ada smtime mmg tkleh tahan gakkk) and give my 99.9999% focus on the lectures (especially lecture Dr. Tan hahahha) so macam aku boleh cakap yang kalini aku rasa best belajar. aku tak rasa terbeban, susah mana pun aku berjaya untuk sukakan subjek tu and cube semampu aku..and disebabkan kawan2 ku jugak aku dapat belajar dengan baik skali. Thank you to Haziq, Aliya, Izzah, and Aini (my study geng) yang sampai habes semester, kita berkongsi ilmu, pendapat and gossip (opsss ahahhah). sehinggalah posting ni pun, everything is fun because of you guyss heheeh and sem ni banyak kawan2 baru macam community service and lab staff waktu posting ni. i would say aku rindu sangat nak experience benda2 ni which aku x dapat waktu sem 1 second year haritu huhu. Alhamdulillah. Thank you to korang jugak I finally managed to achieve something in my life (which is very meaningful to me and my family) and I promise (insyaAllah) to be better in the future, to improve myself and become a more succesful person. aminnn :) so many things i want to share with u guys but i think sampai sini saja dulu. I will update agaiinn okayy...now im running out of things to write here hahahhaah. 

lastly from me, i want to say that selalu bersyukur dengan apa yang kita tempuh, apa yang Allah bagi, bagi happy ke bagi sedih ke..semua ada hikmah and never lose hope. Kalau Allah bagi kita happy, jangan lupa untuk bersyukur sebab tanpa-Nya, tiadalah kita. Kalau Allah bagi kita sedih, baliklah padaNya, ceritakan semuanya kepada Dia. sebab Dia tahu blakoooo..ngoyat ja nok gapo..minta padaNya. Never underestimate the power of Doa, if you feel like giving up, back to Him, pray to Him, ask from Him, sure He will answer ( this is damn true guyss!!! ) never lose hopeee, never give upp no matter how hard it may seems. Nothing is impossible hehhehe...Okayy sooo itu sjaaaa, wait for the next entry yaa. Good nightt! Sweet Dream! Assalamualaikum. 

        Assalamualaikum and hyeeee, ya Allah seriously lama nor aku tak update blog ni. wuuhh, berhabukk siss. last time aku update was pasal midnight sun before aku masuk second year pun. Now aku dah habes second year beb. sekejapnya masa berlalu. ni lepas satu bulan ogos ni cuti semester, aku akan masuk third year pulak wowerz. sepatutnya cuti 3 bulan between year tapi this time ada posting for a month so technically one month dh burn..but jangan risau dia tak burn hangus terbakaq hancur lebuss like that okay, i would say posting ni best and banyak experience aku dapat. buttttt before aku cerita pasal posting...aku nak flashback ke waktu sebelum masuk second year. basically aku seorang pm waktu awal sem 1 second year. pm is pemudahcara mahasiswa btw macam fasilitator lah. kitorng did the preparation for a month before minggu haluan siswa started. overall, it was a memorable but somehow kinda bittersweet experience for me because  a lot of things happened at that time which affect me both physically and mentally. But don't worry, everything happened for a reason, those experience taught me a lot of things about patience and stress management..lolzz i gained many new experiences and a lot of life lessons (yang boleh digunakan throughout my life). and then about my life after MHS was a bit off actually. during sem 1 second year ni, my study wasnt so good because of the tiredness after MHS and projek kolej waktu tu. Lack of focus, too busy handling people, handling friends and even myself (85%).  the impact yang aku dapat from being a "active and busy" person somehow buat aku lupa untuk appreciate diri sendiri. what i meant by that is my academic and learning skill. Sejujurnya, waktu tu, aku tak rasa seronok sangat belajar coz when ur busy u have to divide your commitment. yes you can balance it but sometimes kau rasa mcm kau kene give up one thing to achieve the other. benda ni buat aku stress giler honestly until aku decided to stop everything...my involvement in projek kolej or fakulti, aku back off sebab aku nak bagi peluang untuk diri aku. Aku nak cari ketenangan and hilangkan kepenatan yang kadang2 tak berbaloi pun. (aku tak maksudkan semua tu tak worth bcoz ada jugak yang sangat memberi manfaat bgi aku) cume yeapp aku nak cari ketenangan sebab plus when ur busy, tidur tah ke mana, solat tah ke mana especially subuh....disebabkan ni jugaklah aku rasa tak tenang sangat. i cried almost everyday kot waktu tu..soo i stopped! i quit all projects yang aku masuk. aku senyapkan diri. I let myself heal properly so that i can give my full focus and commitment on my study pulak. cehh cmtuu..and Alhamdulillah after so long struggling mencari cahaya ketenangan, Allah berikan jalan. And sebenarnya waktu ni jugak, Allah telah menjemput arwah atuk aku. benda ni buat aku down and time tu aku rasa Allah nak tunjuk yang bila kau busy kau lupa nak doa kepada orng2 yang kau sayang so bila Allah tarik baru kau rasa kehilangan tu. so start daripada tu, aku change my daily routine, aku baiki balik my sleep cylce, my learning skill, and overall improve myself. Alhamdulillah again Allah sebaik2 pemberi jalan penyelesaian dalam apa jua masalah. I managed to get back to the right track. Aku mula set my goals in my life, everything yang i want to achieve and keep myself positive. a lot of things yang aku cube untuk get back the energy and the positive vibes to help me going through hardship at that time plus with the help of my friends yang banyak beri kata2 semangat and always be there for me. PUP PAP PUP PAP, habes sem 1 second year, Alhamdulillah dapat result yang baik lebih dari apa yang dijangka sbb time tu my study teruk sangat2. so waktu cuti antara semester tu, aku started to write my journal dimana aku tulis my short term and long term goals (which kinda what nerd people do tho) but i dont care as long as i can keep myself positive and semangat. Hihihih :D I set my life principles, and started to practice the good advises that i got from many people. 

anndd nextt, new sem 2 of second year started, overall sem 2 second year ni (aka sem 4) was the best so far, the subjects semua best. I managed to find my study pattern (finally) and improve my learning skill (but still a lot more to improve la ofc hehe) cume aku finally dapat rentak tu haaaa hahahha. aku boleh stay awake in class (even ada smtime mmg tkleh tahan gakkk) and give my 99.9999% focus on the lectures (especially lecture Dr. Tan hahahha) so macam aku boleh cakap yang kalini aku rasa best belajar. aku tak rasa terbeban, susah mana pun aku berjaya untuk sukakan subjek tu and cube semampu aku..and disebabkan kawan2 ku jugak aku dapat belajar dengan baik skali. Thank you to Haziq, Aliya, Izzah, and Aini (my study geng) yang sampai habes semester, kita berkongsi ilmu, pendapat and gossip (opsss ahahhah). sehinggalah posting ni pun, everything is fun because of you guyss heheeh and sem ni banyak kawan2 baru macam community service and lab staff waktu posting ni. i would say aku rindu sangat nak experience benda2 ni which aku x dapat waktu sem 1 second year haritu huhu. Alhamdulillah. Thank you to korang jugak I finally managed to achieve something in my life (which is very meaningful to me and my family) and I promise (insyaAllah) to be better in the future, to improve myself and become a more succesful person. aminnn :) so many things i want to share with u guys but i think sampai sini saja dulu. I will update agaiinn okayy...now im running out of things to write here hahahhaah. 

lastly from me, i want to say that selalu bersyukur dengan apa yang kita tempuh, apa yang Allah bagi, bagi happy ke bagi sedih ke..semua ada hikmah and never lose hope. Kalau Allah bagi kita happy, jangan lupa untuk bersyukur sebab tanpa-Nya, tiadalah kita. Kalau Allah bagi kita sedih, baliklah padaNya, ceritakan semuanya kepada Dia. sebab Dia tahu blakoooo..ngoyat ja nok gapo..minta padaNya. Never underestimate the power of Doa, if you feel like giving up, back to Him, pray to Him, ask from Him, sure He will answer ( this is damn true guyss!!! ) never lose hopeee, never give upp no matter how hard it may seems. Nothing is impossible hehhehe...Okayy sooo itu sjaaaa, wait for the next entry yaa. Good nightt! Sweet Dream! Assalamualaikum.